sigh..life..wat is life.. i myself dun even know..wat am i doing.. y things does not go well for me..not the way i want it to be though.. i keep making so many mistakes.. endless mistakes.. and i get bruises all over and it hurt alot.. i sometimes wonder y it had to happened to me in the first place.. it made me so miserable...can anyone help me..feeling hurt by him and cant seem to forget him.. it has been 4 mths..heart-broken...living in the darkness..i kust want my life back.. it is all in the mess now..i am picking up all the pieces of my heart that was broken by him..broken by him ont once but 4 times...i just wish it did not happened in the first place..just that life is like that.. never before i feel this way..feeling out of place all the timee.. i dun understand y i am feeling this way.. i dun like this feeling. i just want to be ME!! happy-go-lucky girl who does not even have to worry.. just to have lots of fun..being a kid.. and do wat i want..just is wat i really want..just living in darkness and pain..wat is my future den.. i want to be counsellor to help youth with their problem.. i wan to let them know that they r not alone,but there is someone there to help them with their problem.. i only wish someone will be there to help me with my problem.. how i wish.. at least i wont feel alone.. sad and hurt...